Imagine

DISGUISE

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people
You must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something that's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

MUST READ

“Jika kisahmu diulang seribu tahun setelah kepergianmu, maka mereka yang mencintaimu akan merasakan kehilangan yang sama dengan para sahabat yang menyaksikan hari terakhirmu, wahai Lelaki yang Cintanya Tak Pernah Berakhir. Mereka membaca kisahmu, ikut tersenyum bersamamu, bersedih karena penderitaanmu, membuncah bangga oleh keberhasilanmu, dan berair mata ketika mendengar berita kepergianmu. Seolah engkau kemarin ada di sisi, dan esok tiada lagi.”
― Tasaro, Muhammad 2: Para Pengeja Hujan

PULANG

Jum'at, 20.30-21.00 pm, menit ke 14 dan 15, Asia Afrika.
Alasan pulang semata-mata hanya karna kangen suasana malam di jalan <3

Masih terngiang suara khasnya menyebut-nyebut nama mu ya Rasul. Sampai terharu aku dibuatnya. Sampai hati tak bisa meneteskan air mata. Seperti belaian lembut yang asing menenangkan, mengenggam.Ingin rasanya setiap pagi aku mendegar suaranya, menunggu kisahnya, menyaksikan keingintahuannya, lebih banyak, lebih dalam.Semoga. 

~pagi yang dingin, meler terus.